GACKT Paranoid Doll

Đóng góp: ~Romaji~

torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi* sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga

"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"

mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku

jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA

tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka

"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"

tewatasareru kindan no akai mi

jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA

unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita

kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migite ni nokoru akai iro BARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA

～日本語～

らわれた行き 場のない心動 なくなる
自分 のキモチさえ えない目を背 てる
手のひ に包まれてい 蝶のように
びたくても飛 ない翅が

都 のいいように 生きればいい
苦しいなんて 言わせないか

耳元で聞こ る誘惑

自由 求めては辿り けず
居場所 ない現実に
思 い通りになら い地図を眺め いる
身体が り裂かれ痛み 消えていく
憶も願いも
切 なく色づき左 に忘れられぬ with nowhere to escape, my heart has become immobile.
Unable to see even my own emotions, I turn my eyes away.
The wings held in my palm are like butterflies,
wanting to fly but are unable to do so.

"You should just live your life to your convenience."
"I will never make you have to say you're suffering."

I hear these kinds of temptations at the base of my ears.

I constantly seek freedom, but am unable to find it,
in this cruel reality with no place for me to be,
as I gaze at this unpleasant map.
My body has been cut up, and fades away in pain.
Both my memories and wishes are painfully changing their colors.
In my left hand is an unforgettable wound.
I am Paranoia.

My limbs are tied up. In my hidden pupils
I'm slowly recalling a face; is it a mere illusion?

"It'll be so much easier if you just abandon everything."
"Your pain will become pleasure."

I was handed a forbidden red fruit.

Not understanding the meaning of "being myself",
I become bound to my past again and again.
Not realizing time's error, I utter "Give me that fruit."
Unable to obtain what I want to obtain,
I'm only receiving more persisting wounds.
When I realize all this, I'm already left alone in this unfamiliar world.
I am Paranoia.

My head hanging down,
my ears unable to hear anything,
my throat unable to scream,
my feet unable to move...
I don't know if it's a dream or reality,
but I'm positive that you were looking at me.

While struggling within the murky darkness,
I have discovered myself many times,
as the red butterflies remaining in my right hand scatter around.
If I don't sleep, and instead keep on walking,
when will I be able to reach that place?
I see your footprints on my pathway, so I can longer turn back.
I am Paranoia.