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Đóng góp: 02. 웃어요

웃어요... 그대 앞에서면 웃게 되요
웃으려 태어난 사람처럼 난
가슴은 곪아서 아파도 그저 웃고 웃고 웃죠

기지갤 켜듯 슬픈 먼질 털어내둣 웃어요
자꾸 웃다보면 버릇이 되다 보면 애쓰지 않아도 웃고
애써야 우는 그런 날도 오겠죠

혹시 그대 내 눈 본적 있나요
그대를 사랑해도 한번도 말 못해서
슬픈 내 눈을 그댈 보다 울고 말까봐
내 눈물 알아 첼까봐 더 웃어요
두 눈이 아주 작아 안보이게

웃어요... 웃는 그댈 보고 싶은 나죠
웃기려 그대를 만나고
또 할일은 오로지 그것 하나뿐인냥
과장스레 행동하고
일부러 실수도 해요

혹시 그대 내 눈 본적 있나요
그대를 사랑해도 한번도 말 못해서 슬픈 내 눈을
그댈 보다 울고 말까봐
내 눈물 알아 첼까봐 더 웃어요
두눈이 아주 작아 안보이게 ...

내 행복 줄이고 또 줄여도 그대 행복 늘리는
재주가 내겐 없으니... 이렇게라도...

그대 옆이 아닌 그대 맞은편
그대의 품이 아닌 그 어깨가 늘 가까운 듯
먼 곳이 머물 내 자린걸...

안타까워 손이 떨려도 목젖 끝까지
울려도 부디 이대로 그대 오래오래 살아
나 바라볼 수 있도록 삼키다 짓물러만 갈
내 눈물에 눈이 닳아서 못 볼 때까지..

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Euseoyo
romanization by: tsiy (also credit: aheeyah.com)
Euseoyo... geudae ape-eseomyeon eutkke dweyo
euseuryeo tae-eonan saramcheoreom nan
gaseumeun golmaseo apado geujeo eutkko eutkko eutjjyo
Gijigael kyeodeut seulpeun meonjil teoreonaedeut euseoyo
jakkeu eutttabomyeon beoreushi dweda bomyeon aesseuji anhado eutkko
aesseoya uneun geureon naldo ogetjjyo
Hokshi geudae nae nun bonjeok innayo
geudaereul saranghaedo hanbeondo mal mothaeseo
seulpeun nae nuneul geudael boda ulgo malkkabwa
nae nunmul ara chelkkabwa deo euseoyo
du nuni aju jaga anbo-ige
Euseoyo... eunneun geudael bogo shipeun najyo
eutkkiryeo geudaereul mannago
tto harireun oroji geugeot hanappuninnyang
gwajangseure haengdonghago
ilbureo shilsudo haeyo
Hokshi geudae nae nun bonjeok innayo
geudaereul saranghaedo hanbeondo mal mothaeseo seulpeun nae nuneul
geudael boda ulgo malkkabwa
nae nunmul ara chelkkabwa deo euseoyo
dununi aju jaga anbo-ige...
Nae haengbok jurigo tto juryeodo geudae haengbok neullineun
jaejuga naegen eopseuni... ireokerado...
Geudae yeopi anin geudae majeunpyeon
geudae-ui pumi anin geu eokkaega neul gakka-un deut
meon goshi meomul nae jaringeol...
Antakkaweo soni tteollyeodo mokjjeot kkeutkkaji
ullyeodo budi idaero geudae orae-orae sara
na barabol su itttorok samkida jinmulleoman gal
nae nunmure nuni dalhaseo mot bol ttaekkaji..

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02. Smile
translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)
I smile, when I stand in front of you all I can do
is smile as if I was a person born to smile.
Because my heart is so rotted, when I'm in pain all I can do is
smile, smile and smile.
I smile as if I've stretched and dusted all the saddness off of me.
But as I keep smiling and it becomes a habit I begin to smile
without even trying.
I'm sure though that a day will come where I'll try to cry.
Have you ever seen my eyes before?
Because I've never told you that loved you, though I do,
I'm afraid that I'd cry if I looked at you with my sad eyes.
I smile even more, afraid that you'd see my tears.
Smiling so that they get smaller and hide my tears.
I smile, I miss you smiling.
I meet you to smile and that's all that I do.
I act all exaggeratingly and I make mistakes on purpose.
Have you ever seen my eyes before?
Because I've never told you that loved you, though I do,
I'm afraid that I'd cry if I looked at you with my sad eyes.
I smile even more, afraid that you'd see my tears.
Smiling so that my eyes get smaller and hide my tears.
Because I'm not able to make you happier even though
I limit and limit my own happiness, this is all I can do...
I'm not by your side, I'm on the opposite side of you.
It's not your embrace, but your shoulder that seems closer.
My place is stay far away.
It's such pity, my hands are shaking until the very end.
Even if I make you cry, please just live a long, long time.
So that I can look at you until the tears that I keep
swallowing cover my eyes and I can't see you anymore.

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(Credits to: www.aheeyah.com)